I want to tell you so so much, how much I love you as a person. I want you to find whatever or whomever it is you are seeking out.
I know I can't though, I have to let you leave free of guilty thoughts and let myself be isolated from you.
So instead; I'll write it. I love you. I know you need this. I know it's for the best so, good luck in San Francisco. Don't let anything bring you down. Explore, ride your bike across the Golden Gate Bridge. Walk up hills or down hills. Dress warm. Don't give up. Find someone. Find yourself.
Don't make the same mistake you did in San Diego.
Love, Rikki Bower